1. hold it down

From the recording hold it down

This is a lyrical story of what it was like growing up with alcoholic parents.  Even when people fail you, at the end of the day there is a power greater than yourself -a force that provides a gravity to help you hold it down! Later i would reconcile with my mom near her death bed.  My Dad and i now enjoy a long distant relationship, & at least he knows his grandson who calls him grandpa California. "he that is in me is greater than he that is in the world" ;)